I know, I know.

Yeah, yeah, yeah. I know I haven't blogged recently. Sorry. I am just a bit unsatisfied with how my life is going right now. Okay, a lot unsatisfied is more like it. But, my problem is that I am frustrated with some things that I can't change. I won't mention them specifically (in case anyone I know ever reads this), but it does have to do with people sometimes.

Also, every so often, I get this awful feeling. It makes me feel so incredibly uncomfortable. I have it right now and it needs to go away. I feel so angry and irritable. I think it's affecting my twinsie sister. Ughhhhh. It's a feeling of dread and intense discomfort. You know that feeling you get if someone. Is really close the bridge of your nose and it's so uncomfortable and you can feel them there, even though they're not touching you? Imagine that on your entire back. It's all my nerve getting together and doing some awkward mamba group dance and I need it to stop for my mental health. I HATE complaining, yet I do it so often.


I know I wanted to make big changes on here, but I haven't gotten myself sorted out yet, so that will have to wait. I did ask Skye from Princess Portal to help me out with the blog. She responded promptly and I never responded back to her. I feel bad, so I will do so after I finish this.

Mostly, I'm justing waiting/ dreading for school to end. It's going to be awful with lots of unecessary tears, because I'm going to find ways to see the people I love no matter what. It's also going to feel like a huge weight will have been lifted off me. This wonderful feeling of relief will, of course, only be temporary because I will feel the looming cloud of high school. A new start. New people. New location. New everything.

I am going to change myself for the absolute best this summer. There will be no junior varsity sports where I am going, so, if I try out, it'll have to be for varsity teams. I am going to condition myself for one, some, or all of the following: basketball, volleyball, and bowling. I conflicted about sports nowadays, but that's a whole different issue.

I promise I will write more soon.

P, L, and S. <3