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I like that I have a public blog now. Because, even if people don't read it, I know that they can. And that just makes me that much happier. :)

School
My school last day ever in my life as an eighth grader will be June 4th, the day of my graduation. I have mixed feelings about this, like I'm sure most people in my class have. I do want to graduate and keep progessing in my life, to high school, but I don't want to leave the familiarity of these people I've known for most of my life. I am truly going to miss each and every one of them. I don't care if they've been annoying or rude to me, most of them have been with me since kindergarten, at least. It's kind of scary to thing that I'll rarely see some of them again. It makes me want to redo the past 9 years and be nice to all of them. I know that I'll be going to high school with at least 5 of them, but that's only 1/10 of my entire class! It frightens me.

Hobbies
I recently decided that I am going to do as many things that I like to do as I can, and I will try to stop doing as many things that I don't like to do.

I wrote the above text 6 days ago. Today is the day of my graduation dance. I am quietly ecstatic. I got my nails painted a delicious red yesterday and my hair is in an amazing updo today. I'm going to apply my makeup in a little bit, get dressed, then go to have Mass and the (hopefully) best dance I've ever had.

Mmm... I'm trying not to get my hopes up too high, because I don't want to be let down. I don't care how many boys I dance with, because I feel incredible. My nails are unbelievably perfect, as is my hair, and my makeup will be silently seductive. Just kidding, it will look pretty natural. As I was sitting in the chair to get my hair done today, I realized that I am actually very pretty. It's true that I I don't have the best complexion. I don't have the prettiest hair. But, I am lovely. This feeling of self-worth makes me feel alive.

I will post pictures in days to come. Wish me a night of fun, good memories, and maybe a little romance.

Peace, love, and simplicity.